Alone in a crowded home

Silence grips me from within
spreads through my hollow soul
Darkness rejoices unabashed
rips up my heart,leaves an unfading hole

Those silent screams, those twisted dreams
Do you not see them in my eyes?
Have you now turned a stranger
or has it always been lies?

Lost at sea, no sign of shore
sneering at me, O' ghosts of my past.
If only you could bring to me
a glimpse, a touch, a smile perhaps,
Anything that would help me last....

" You have a dick. Realize what it is and get over it"
-Source Unknown

Living Lies...

I hate narcissistic people. It's a good thing to love yourself. But there is something called too much of it no? Wonder if the "love makes you blind" holds true for these people too.

It's only disgusting to see people crown themselves and sit high on a self-proclaimed pedestal.

Graduation Fear

Wow...
Time flew by so fast....I'm already down to my last semester...and today it has dawned upon me that I actually AM so close to fulfilling a major dream of my life. A myriad of emotions, doubts, haziness, disbelief trespass my happy space. I'd always thought I'm a person who enjoys life as it comes, but that seems so farcical at this moment. People struggle to make dreams come true and I am at the verge of completing a couple of my dreams and yet have not given the accomplishment its deserved status. And it's not my accomplishment alone. Mom and Dad had a vision for me which I saw everyday of my life. It is theirs. S made breakthrough decisions which made that vision possible. It is his. I'm humbled. By the magnitude of the person I've become from what I was, and by the faith that people have showed in me that I haven't myself and by HOW SO MUCH I've achieved in life so far. Satisfaction and happiness at the end of the day. And love and gratitude... :)