Monday, January 19, 2009

Graduation Fear

Wow...
Time flew by so fast....I'm already down to my last semester...and today it has dawned upon me that I actually AM so close to fulfilling a major dream of my life. A myriad of emotions, doubts, haziness, disbelief trespass my happy space. I'd always thought I'm a person who enjoys life as it comes, but that seems so farcical at this moment. People struggle to make dreams come true and I am at the verge of completing a couple of my dreams and yet have not given the accomplishment its deserved status. And it's not my accomplishment alone. Mom and Dad had a vision for me which I saw everyday of my life. It is theirs. S made breakthrough decisions which made that vision possible. It is his. I'm humbled. By the magnitude of the person I've become from what I was, and by the faith that people have showed in me that I haven't myself and by HOW SO MUCH I've achieved in life so far. Satisfaction and happiness at the end of the day. And love and gratitude... :)